My subconscious is aware of it too -- I have been having weird dreams that left me waking up in a poor mood. As I tried to recognize the problem I thought about several things, and after 2-3 days I've come to some replies.
Walk away from your crutches, even though its your Very Best friend
I am fortunate enough to have a good companion in San Diego. But, it is important to be aware of when you have to walk your path. Often times, we lean on the shoulders of others, and in the process, neglect to learn that which we should learn to do ourselves. For instance, I'm constantly hanging out with him, and we play video games. This really is great fun, but recently after our LA trip I've felt a sense of waste after playing games. So I uninstalled my Heroes of the Storm bnet account and I have a lot more free time on my hands. So the lesson is, learn when you need to come up with your own strength, and have the courage to walk away from your best friend. He/she will understand, that you will need the time to yourself to create inner strength.
I have also discovered that my daytime pick up skills are much better, and that I tend to do better on my own. Sometimes, you have to go out there and watch the world for yourself, instead of resenting others for"holding you back", when in fact, you are the one which's doing it!
Seeing the silver lining in all
For a kid, I used to think that when I am studying the piano at the afternoon, all of the other kids are out there playing at the golden sunset! No! I felt a sense of loss! Yet, nowadays, I am grateful on some nights when I can just be in the office and work to my heart's content. No family, no friends bugging nothing. Only me and my work. Occasionally I may feel like this is lonely and it is, but that is the way it is for today, and I have learned to see it as a boon, I get to hangout with my friends when I need to, and have my own time without being stressed by work or personal duties.
Being cool without"trying"
I've leverage the capability to be current thanks to co napisać do dziewczyny żeby ją zainteresować Ekhart Tolle and I have discovered that when I'm relaxed and unstressedI have a open vibe. People talk to me personally. "What is that you are buying?" I think that on weekdays, since so many individuals are worried, an unstressed, open energy translates well compared to all the pent up energy that people see everyday. I am fortunate enough to have financial freedom at this point in my life, and that I will continue to station a cool, open vibe, even though I'm working hard on the job.
Presence, and inner love When we judge others, in certain ways we're also coping with our own demons. Live and let live. This is perhaps one of the universal truths of all religions (which has been killed off by religious dogma). Your presence of light is sufficient -- which alone could sustain you and add love to the world. Sometimes our self gets in the way, and blinds us out of the spark and magnificent of what is already there to begin with.
Strive for the best, decision free of others I understood now this is the incorrect way to examine the world. Everyone is on their own journey. In a lot of ways, my negativity towards them was really at myself at my own inability to make things function. I must have sought out aid sooner, or acknowledged that I needed to meet new folks, rather than resenting my friends. You can't always change someone, however you could always love them.
It's ok to be an asshole, occasionally our mistakes instruct us the way to arrive at the Ideal solution
In order for me to "find peace".
Or reach a point of approval, I had to go through pain. The pain helps you get to a point (ideally ) of throwing off the bags of their self.
Intimate relationships, savor all the life has to offer you. Drink from the fountain
While I used to select the hottest women, I now want the deepest relationships in all areas of my life. Am I still drawn to beautiful women? Absolutely. However, my fascination now is more than only a physical one. I find myself losing attraction for shallow beauty, and more in tune with internal beauty.
I'm still attracted sexually to superficial beauty, but in terms of my connections and an-ongoing kind of situation, I find myself valuing a beautiful girl who has great inner qualities too.